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The relationship's over but memories will last a lifetime.
I must admit, its been a wonderful year. Especially to be able to spend it with someone as wonderful as Yiwen. Even in the end, things didn't work out the way we wanted it to. I have no regrets that i have dated her. Never have i felt so loved, cared for and supported.
I understand now that there are many reasons why things didn't work out between us. I'm sure there's no love lost in this breakup. I have to thank her for letting me learn alot more about myself and how i should treat others. And that i still need to mature alot more to be ready for an adult relationship. And it hurts her equally as much that this relationship has ended, and i hope that she is feeling okay and confident of herself as a lover.
Even though, i hope that there's a second chance for us to make up. I'm not putting alot of hope into it but i still hope we could work out all the mistakes we made and make things work again. Because i know for sure, she has lost alot of faith in me for hurting her so much. I didn't appreciate enough the faith she gave me and continued to hurt her. If i could go back in time and talk to myself, I would tell myself to respect her more, treat her with more love and care and love her alot more and not hurt her as much as i did.
I've been crying but i know i am feeling okay. The most important now is to get myself together and back on my 2 feet. Its a long life ahead. It definitely hurts alot because i've placed alot of myself into this relationship. Time heals all wounds. Being friends maybe the best for the both of us. After all, we waited 5 years and many rejections and still remained friends before dating each other.
I know for sure i'll miss her sweet voice as she says "I love you", her soft touch as she holds my hand, those lips that i love so much when we kiss, her warmth she gives me when we hug. These memories i will treasure for the rest of my life.
I will still try my best to make things work again. I hope to regain her faith and love. And at the end if it all still fails, i have no regrets because i know i tried my best. And these feelings i have for her will not fade so easily because i love her unconditionally and thats what people call True Love. The act of loving someone unconditionally.
I hope sincerely that if things do not work out, that she finds someone who respects her more, treasures her more, cares for her more and loves her more. Alot more than i can. I really hope she finds the happiness and love that she deserves. Its the least i can do since i'm unable to provide her the happiness and love that she wants and needs.
If you have read this post, please do not worry. I am feeling ok. Thank you for everything that you have done for me. I am glad that i have been able to to walk through troubled times and happy times with you. Please takecare and if you need my help just call the number that you have been calling for all these years.
Sincerely with all my heart, I love you.
I understand now that there are many reasons why things didn't work out between us. I'm sure there's no love lost in this breakup. I have to thank her for letting me learn alot more about myself and how i should treat others. And that i still need to mature alot more to be ready for an adult relationship. And it hurts her equally as much that this relationship has ended, and i hope that she is feeling okay and confident of herself as a lover.
Even though, i hope that there's a second chance for us to make up. I'm not putting alot of hope into it but i still hope we could work out all the mistakes we made and make things work again. Because i know for sure, she has lost alot of faith in me for hurting her so much. I didn't appreciate enough the faith she gave me and continued to hurt her. If i could go back in time and talk to myself, I would tell myself to respect her more, treat her with more love and care and love her alot more and not hurt her as much as i did.
I've been crying but i know i am feeling okay. The most important now is to get myself together and back on my 2 feet. Its a long life ahead. It definitely hurts alot because i've placed alot of myself into this relationship. Time heals all wounds. Being friends maybe the best for the both of us. After all, we waited 5 years and many rejections and still remained friends before dating each other.
I know for sure i'll miss her sweet voice as she says "I love you", her soft touch as she holds my hand, those lips that i love so much when we kiss, her warmth she gives me when we hug. These memories i will treasure for the rest of my life.
I will still try my best to make things work again. I hope to regain her faith and love. And at the end if it all still fails, i have no regrets because i know i tried my best. And these feelings i have for her will not fade so easily because i love her unconditionally and thats what people call True Love. The act of loving someone unconditionally.
I hope sincerely that if things do not work out, that she finds someone who respects her more, treasures her more, cares for her more and loves her more. Alot more than i can. I really hope she finds the happiness and love that she deserves. Its the least i can do since i'm unable to provide her the happiness and love that she wants and needs.
If you have read this post, please do not worry. I am feeling ok. Thank you for everything that you have done for me. I am glad that i have been able to to walk through troubled times and happy times with you. Please takecare and if you need my help just call the number that you have been calling for all these years.
Sincerely with all my heart, I love you.
